In Mexico, and Everywhere, My Hands are Enough
I have always struggled with the notion that I am enough. Enough for my family, my job, my friends, my community, my church, my God. Coming up on our trip to Hogar de Amor in Mexico I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to communicate enough in Spanish, that I wouldn’t be fit enough to offer the kind of help requested, that I wouldn’t be open or spritual enough to receive the lessons I could learn there.
Luckily, I AM ENOUGH! God found a way to show me in Colima, Mexico, surrounded by His people, living life as He intended, that I am enough for his guidance and his love.
I was on the “sewing team” on our mission trip. Lucky for me it wasn’t painting, that was some hard work, but I was also a bit apprehensive. I really don’t sew much. I learned in junior high and have probably only pulled out my sewing machine once or twice each year since I have been an adult.
Our team started with waterproof mattress covers. All straight lines, pretty straight forward. The thing is, I have never in my life started a sewing project without struggling with the bobbin, sewing a bit and then having to rip out what I just did because I had missed a step, or started inside out or backwards. Monday, our first day working in Mexcio, I didn’t have to undo, rip out, or start over on a single thing. When that continued on Tuesday, I started thinking, maybe God has a hand in this sewing thing. He could be guiding my hands, helping me to be as productive as possible. I also kept thinking, yeah right. My sewing project is the last thing on His mind and I’m just reaching for ways to feel connected to Him. By Wednesday, I really did feel his presence with me. I was connected to him. I was sewing with his Spirit, I was praying for His guidance, I was enough for his help.
Our week was simply amazing! In Colima, we took communion and heard a beautiful sermon on unity, we prayed together, we played together, we laughed and we cried together. I learned more about how to have a relationship with God than I have learned in the rest of my life combined. I learned about gratitude. I learned about joy and love. I made life long friends. I received and gave more hugs from the cutest kiddos in all the land than I ever thought possible.
In one of our team devotionals, Kristin Smith asked us to think of something, a memory, something physical, something written down, that we could take with us to remember the week by. I will always carry with me a bobbin. With it, I hope I will always remember the fact that I am enough for God. I am enough for his help, for his guidance, for his love and support. We are all enough. These orphans at Hogar de Amor and the caregivers there are enough. I feel so genuinely blessed to have had this opportunity, and I am so grateful that I am enough!